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F:Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
are.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:
Half-smile
Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Sign:
Gemini Planet: Mars Hair Color: Red
Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."
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Hmm...you're an interesting character. You're one
of those types who can really 'be seen
through.' People will automatically know what
you're trying to say and/or what you're
feeling. The funny thing about you is that you
like to scare others sometimes. You may tend to
surprise them with an act or phrase. You could
be considered weird, yet fun. You are also
clever and perceptive =) Happy Halloween,
See-Through One.
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You are DEATH!
Oooo.... Scary...
Well, not, you are just a dark, depressed person
who feels pained by society, and we love you
for that.
Monkey? Pizza? Death? Oompa Loompa?
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You're Betty Grable!
What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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Your half- angel. Not exactly human, but not quite
angel, you walk on earth freely. Half-Angels
have no wings, but tend to show some signs.
Some ways to notice these are that the girl
never menstrates, she cannot bleed, and her
touch seems to give of a glow. No one really
knows how half-angels are born. Some say that
when a child is born, one of the angels blesses
her with her gifts. Others say that they are
cursed creatures, because half-angels cannot
die, while their familly and friends around
them do. Hlaf-Angels are very beautiful and
Kind, and have the power to speak to animals,
but at the same time, sad that they are this
way. Some Half-Angels love being human. Being
able to see, smell, hear, taste,and feel are
all miracles to them. They crave to be more
human-all the time.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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You are Xuan Wu!
Mythological background: Because the turtle has a
thick, solid shell that serves as protection -
this animal is associated with stability. You
enjoy intellectual pursuits.
Also, in Feng Shui (the Chinese myths behind
choosing a house), the black turtle's solidity
is used to protect from cold northern winds.
Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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| Dear Diary, My Teen Angst has a Body Count |
[05 Sep 2004|05:56pm] |
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ANGST!!!!! ANGST!!!!!
BLACK RAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'LL KILL ANYONE OF YOU WHITE FOLK I LAY MY MUTHA FUCKIN EYES ON!!!!
What the fucks a Nubian. . .bitch you almost made me laugh.
Sorry, been watching Real World for most the day after cleaning, and I
must say, I havn't enjoyed a season like this since I caught my first
one back in Seattle.
Anyways, things are going great. Things with Mandi are better
than ever as of late. She's so fuckin incredible its
amazing. People comment on how lucky I am, and I know that.
I know that better than the people who make the comment, but eh, good
to know others notice.
by the way, sent Lee a pm after seeing ym forum was closed. Even
after being gone for so long from the Shrine, even with the Shrine
being incredibly different that that that I remember, the TBRPG forums
are my baby no matter what, and I suppose I need to drop a little more
guiding light in it and well, kick the tires and light the fires and
all that good shit. Good ol jump-start to the heart, like some
mutha fuckin high voltage and shit.
So I'm thinkin something set in my little world of Rome, bring out good
ol` Silver Bane and the second envisionment of Tenya. Possibly
even break out the old Forgotten Storyline.
We'll see how it goes. Lee should get back to me in a week or so and I'll start crackin on it tomorrow.
So anyone out there who still fuckin reads this and has the slightest
creative bone in your body, give a brotha a hand with it, sign up when
ts up. I'm gonna go big. Everyone else, have fun at home.
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| You know it should be easy for a man who's strong To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong |
[04 Jul 2004|06:48am] |
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You know it should be easy for a man who's strong
To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong
I've never lost anything I ever missed
But I've never been in love like this...
Its those nights when you get no sleep, those nights where you get lost on a simple walk to the 7-11, those nights where through all the holy hell you've caused this world throughout this existance you call a life that you start to think, you start to wonder, but most of all you smile.
Smile and be happy that you found that one person in this crazy fucked up world who's just as fucked up as you in all the right and all the wrong ways. You become thankful to someone, anyone or anything that would dare take heed and listen to your foolish pleas of mirth and glee. Then you sigh a little, maybe even cry a little and you realize that every one of your simple imperfections and major flaws are made right in the person who fell asleep on the couch beside you. That as they are the yin to your yang the train rolls both ways.
You're so much like me. . .I'm sorry.
So what do you really say to yourself? What do you really say to that beautiful angel asleep on the couch as you look down on her perfectly framed face? "I'm sorry" "Thank you" "I love you" or some other random mumbling that drifts in and out of her unconscience state as easily as the wind passes through the reeds on the bank around the sycamore.
Do you lean down and kiss her gently in her sleep, or do you just stand there and stare thinking about everything she's changed since falling into your arms one dark Wisconsin morning?
You can do all of these, you can do none of them, you can resolve to show her how much you love her when she wakes in the coming hours, the following days or years.
No matter what you do you know you're never good enough, you know you fuck up, you know you make the kind of mistakes that you'll tear yourself apart for for the rest of your life. But you know what, through every mile and every tear, every hard time, every smile and every romantic moment where you're caught in those little perfections you know above all else she loves you.
Its one of those things you'll die for. . .kill for.
So as you screw anther marlboro into your lips you give one of those wry smiles. She hates that you smoke, it's gonna kill you quicker, and you know it, but you enjoy it, just like you enjoy every waking and sleeping moment you spend with her. You contemplate putting it out and quiting for a minute and find yourself nearly done so you smash it out and you smile as Elephant Love Medly begins playing. . .
All you need is love
and its true, all you need is love because behind all hope, all faith every hatred anyone has ever felt there has been a love behind it, even if it was hiding in the most unlikely corner of your mind.
I will always love you
and my gift may not be my song, I may not even have a song, but gift is my life and my love and anything else I could ever have, produce, and will ever find a way to put down into words.
How wonderful life is now that your in the world
So has this life been kind? For a moment, one that seems to last - turned into an eternity all wrapped into a single kiss that never wishes to end.
I told you once that I loved you Mandi, I meant it then, I mean it now. Nothing has ever changed that, made it sway or stumble or think itself it over. I only love you more now than I did then, and I know I will love you the more before I finish this than I did when I typed it.
I don't get many things right the first time. . .in fact I am told that a lot. . .
But I know that I am the Luckiest.
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| Wlliam H. Bonnie. . .You Are Not A God! |
[02 Jul 2004|10:35pm] |
Why don't you pull the trigger and find you.
I fucking hate my job, with the purest passion few can only dream of. The kind of firey passion that evelopes the mind and tears at the soul til you have no choice but to lift your sword high and hack into the nearest mob and laugh as it squeels and squirms for dear life as it's blood and shredded organs splatter on your armor and you can taste the sweet wine hit your gnarling teeth mixed with your own sweat.
and thats just the first five minutes after clocking in. . .
Other than that I'm pretty fucking chipper with the Galka Love.
Wed I saw a special showing of Spidey 2 in a half loaded theatre, volume cranked and no commercials. The trailers were shit though, but I can deal cause the movie was fuckin excellent.
Doc Ock was the fuckin shit, and the fight scenes were off the hook.
Afterwards we retired back to the casa with a few people, shot darts, listened to music, drank some fine puerto rican rum and some jack daniel's fruit punch. Good shit all around, except enough of any rum leaves me with w eird feeling in the morning. not a hangover, I know what those are, just an odd feeling *shrugs*
anyways, I have work tonight so fuck it.
I was actually on AIM today, suprise suprise, talked it up with a few peeps.
Anyways, I leave with with a lil more stuff, so enjoy:
Blaze of Glory
I wake up in the morning
And I raise my weary head
I've got an old coat for a pillow
And the earth was last night's bed
I don't know where I'm going
Only God knows where I've been
I'm a devil on the run
A six gun lover
A candle in the wind
When you're brought into this world
They say you're born in sin
Well at least they gave me something
I didn't have to steal or have to win
Well they tell me that I'm wanted
Yeah, I'm a wanted man
I'm a colt in your stable
I'm what Cain was to Abel
Mister catch me if you can
I'm going down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm no one's son
Call me young gun
You ask about my conscience
And I offer you my soul
You ask if I'll grow to be a wise man
Well I ask if I'll grow old
You ask me if I've known love
And what it's like to sing songs in the rain
Well I've seen love come
And I've seen it shot down
I've seen it die in vain
Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
Cause I'm going down in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm the devil's son
Call me young gun
Each night I go to bed
I pray the lord my soul to keep
No I ain't looking for forgiveness
But before I'm six foot deep
Lord, I got to ask a favour
And I hope you'll understand
Cause I've lived life to the fullest
Let this boy die like a man
Staring down a bullet
Let me make my final stand
Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
And I'm no one's son
Call me young gun
I'm a young gun
Its My Life
This ain’t a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain’t gonna be just a face in the crowd
You’re gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Chorus:
It’s my life
It’s now or never
I ain’t gonna live forever
I just want to live while I’m alive
(it’s my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I’m alive
It’s my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For tommy and gina who never backed down
Tomorrow’s getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain’t even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
Chorus:
It’s my life
And it’s now or never
I ain’t gonna live forever
I just want to live while I’m alive
(it’s my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I’m alive
’cause it’s my life
Better stand tall when they’re calling you out
Don’t bend, don’t break, baby, don’t back down
Chorus:
It’s my life
And it’s now or never
’cause I ain’t gonna live forever
I just want to live while I’m alive
(it’s my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I’m alive
Chorus:
It’s my life
And it’s now or never
’cause I ain’t gonna live forever
I just want to live while I’m alive
(it’s my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I’m alive
’cause it’s my life!
| M | Mushy | | E | Earthy | | R | Refined | | L | Lovable | | | | G | Gorgeous | | R | Refined | | A | Adventurous | | Y | Yum |
Name Acronym Generator
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You're Element is Fire. You have a strong,
independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't ley other's puch you around.
You like being in charge and don't care what
other people think. In fact, you like to stand
out and be yourself. You're probably shy when
people first meet you but your a ball of energy
that could explode at any given moment. You
like to laugh and whether you admit it or not,
you like to fight. You're peronality that is
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[02 Jul 2004|09:47pm] |
"This is the problem with LJ; we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.
Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you."
Seemed interesting enough.
Hell if I know if that many even look at this thing anymore, but what the hell, ask away.
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| God would sanction this my Father. . . |
[26 Jun 2004|01:50pm] |
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. . .he talks to wide recievers and defensive linemen but I was an alter boy for seven years, I memorized the latin fucking mass and you know what? (LOCK AND LOAD) I still havn't hear from the guy. Not a phone call not a note but apparently he talks to Reggie White every Saturday night before the big game on Sunday because as we all know God is a huge Greenbay Fuckin Packers fan.
You know what? Its done, its over, I quit, I'm starting my own church. . .Bye-Bye!
I'm now the Leader of the Lapse Catholic Church and here are the rules my friends:
"Thou shall not. . .. FUCK THAT! Thou Fuckin Shall!"
New Layout on the Live Journal, so check it out while you can. It sure is nifty.
So anyways, landed a romotion of sorts at work. Moved up from heavy lifting grunt work, to receiver. In essence what that boils down to is all the goods that companys won't send via the DC on the regular Truck such as jewlry, books, etc.. . and food all has to come through me to get to the rest of the store.
Its not a pure cake job, you need to be quick and accurate, but its a lot better than what I was doing before. Other Receivers in the district make 12 an hour, so thats what I'm gonna shoot for, but I'll settle for 11.
so now essentially I'll be working a traditional 8 hour day, mon-fri. It smells like teen spirit baby.
So other than that, same ol same ol.
Picked up Mandi's medication so she's feeling tons better, and looking for a job. I'm just happy she's feeling better.
Also, looking for a new ride, and got a court date this wed.
BTW, look out for old gay men who desire to convet all the little straight 16 year olds so they can fuck them.
That is my public transit bus system wisedom of the day
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[31 Oct 2003|02:23pm] |
work sleep work sleep work sleep sleep work work
*looks up*
fair assesment of the past months
automobile cluster fucks abound but I've always had shitty luck with cars
taking care of a few neglected things soon
extremely happy otherwise
lookie at teh test thingies and drool for I am a goddess
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.
"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.
As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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[18 Sep 2003|09:18am] |
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Four new kittens runnin' round the house, four new kittens runnin round the house, four new kittens runnin round the house. . .erm, I had a rhyme to go with this but I lost it. . .
Anyways, two black and whites, and two black with grey. Their names are as follows: Radikal Edward, Onward Christian Soldier, Re-Re, and erm. . .no one truly knows the fourth kitten's name, but Ma calls it Pia.
probably gonna get rid of all four, but Mandi and I wanna keep Radikal Edward, s/he rather has an attachment to Mandi, had it since birth, plus s/he loves kitten dance.
if I could find the damn digital camera and a charger I'd get some pics up, but alas, the camera is MIA. maybe I'll just invest in a cheap throw-away and develop them onto cd.
in other news, I've fiddled with a little more amv stuff, and made a couple wallpapers. sooner or later I'll get those up to be looked at. They're 800x600, but thats the ratio I'm stuck with on my computer. So far I have one from the Lain video game, a Hellsing, a FFX-2, and a Kefka wallpaper.
Oh, and I just might be landing Specialist in the electronics dept at Target which I'm excited about *does spiney dance thingie*
9 is a lot more fun to replay than play, and I'm enjoying myself with 10, just havn't had the gumption to play 5 for a while. I figure I'll replay 7 after I beat 9 or 10, and then to keep the three game trend up I'll either replay some 4, Tactics, or maybe play some 6.
I need to get my G:A back from the kids so I can buy me some Tactics: Advanced.
*shrugs* Life is good, good life is. so now I end with one of me and mandi's songs as I pull Re-Re off the electrical cords. . .
Bif Naked - Lucky Lyrics
It was a Monday, when my lover told me,
"Never pay the Reaper with love only."
What could i say to you except " I love you"
and "I'd give my life for yours."
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES, DEAR.
The first time we made love, I..I wasn't sober.
(and you told me you loved me over, and over)
How can I ever love another, when i miss you every day...
Remember the time we made love in the roses?
(and you took my pictures in all sorts of poses!)
How can I ever get over you, when I'd give my life for yours
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES, DEAR.
My dear,
Its time to say I thank God for you.
I thank God for you in each and every single way.
And i know...i know... i know... i know...its time
to let you know. Time to let you know. Time to
let you know. Time to sit here and say:
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES.
I KNOW WE ARE..WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES, DEAR
We are the lucky ones, dear...
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| *taps his fingers and looks around* |
[11 Sep 2003|10:50pm] |
I always hated that long goodbye and final farewell, so let the dust wash from your lips at the chase of sweet red wine. . .
Dun ask me, it sounded good and came as I typed.
anyways, I'll hit keynotes
first, I'm happy
second, I gots a job
third, I should be out of here by Jan
fourth, I'm replaying FF5,9, and 10 (its easier for me this way)
fifth, yeah, I'm happy
sixth, I want my biological father to be executed over the course of weeks
seventh, lots of stuff going on with work
eigth, comp crashed, had to reformat, and was missing win98 key, made 20 min long distance call to get the info microsoft coulda gave me in like 45 seconds
ninth, net time is real cramp now
tenth, i have a goddamn phone
eleventh, due to finances and the etc, the last few months I ain't had net like 78% of the time
twelth, much love
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[02 Aug 2003|11:04am] |
Merl is a very rare male name. Very few men in the US are named Merl. Be proud of your unique name! source namestatistics.com
Paul is the #13 most common male name. 0.948% of men in the US are named Paul. Around 1161300 US men are named Paul! source namestatistics.com
Gray is the #69 most common last name. 0.106% of last names in the US are Gray. Around 265000 US last names are Gray! source namestatistics.com
King is the #1055 most common male name. 0.004% of men in the US are named King. Around 4900 US men are named King! source namestatistics.com
More people are named King than Merl. . ..
Oh, and thanx Juice
anyways, if all goes as it seems over the next few days, everything should be a alot better
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[31 Jul 2003|01:51pm] |
unsure what this day holds
one last memory of which to with hold
falling and crying and stumbling down
can't see the light and lost in the night
with a final remnance of hope
sleep now child for the night will not come
today is going to be hectic to say the least
chris - had to be up at six this morning, so mid-night was when i went to at mid-night
maybe i'll catch peoples on soon, probably not today
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| *a nod of thanx and gratitude* |
[30 Jul 2003|02:21pm] |
Thank you all who responded and all this and that. I suppose I should give something more of an indepth reason behind the last up-date. Was still in the throes of a fucked up situation, and I still kinda am.
The man who was living here, helping out with a lot of the bills since my mother lost her job, my employer, excellent friend, and the man I choose to replace my Father was arrested, and will more than likely be away for a long long time.
No need to go into anymore details, but this now leaves the family in an interesting ass situation, especially financially, and, its just all fucked up, I'm still in awe of the situation.
Fucked up it all be.
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| FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[29 Jul 2003|02:41pm] |
Shit hit the fan and then the fan got buried in it.
I might have to do something I swore I'd never do, and thats some sort of shit twelve-hour a day job.
. . .Anyone out there looking for a couple roomates in an area where its easy to pick up a job and a community college close by??
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| Fuck I'm sick |
[20 Jul 2003|04:00pm] |
my vision was so blurry earlier I couldn't see digits on a cell phone to get a ride home from work.
work is a major pain in my ass, eating up way to much fucking time, important time
other than that my siblings are on this thing almost none stop, hard for me to get on
Nick's cell was fucked up, but I can talk to him again, talked for like a minute last ight, and I was tired and fell asleep before I was supposed to call back.
I have net access again, but its hard to get on
soon I'll have my comp networked to this one though and that will be good.
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| Somewhere in this darkness theres a life that I can't find, maybe its to far away. . . |
[17 Jul 2003|06:47pm] |
or maybe I'm just blind. . .
lost in the pools of self pondering I thought of some points I happened to miss while making that previous, breif entry.
just a few more though, I figure if I stretch these ponderances a little I can make a few more entries.
Earlier, the end of last month I believe I took a trip with my mother and a family friend to retrieve my sisters from Texas for the summer. This led to a great many new things coming to light, I'll touch only a few. After I left my Father began to beat my sisters, and it is greatly possible that he in fact murdered my step-mother.
I will go into greater detail of these things later I suppose, that is all for now.
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| What the fuck is this??? |
[17 Jul 2003|04:36pm] |
Yeah, computer 89% fixed, which means I do have net access again, nice isn't it.
Anyways, the gist of it all is I've been roofing/home repairs and the etc. . . good job, good money, great boss.
Family here went from mid-high middle class to high-lower/low-ass middle class.
Ma lost her job a few months back, and I'm not sure what her deal is with getting a new job, but anyways, a bill slides her, gets picked up there, so problems have arisen from that.
Somewhat shut off from the online world, not all has been by choice, I swear. Things are just interesting, but fuck em, you do what you can when you can and enjoy what ever you can I suppose and of course theres always just beating the living fuck out of something on the job. Ripping up shingles is great relieving tension, angst, anger and the etc. . .
Feelings of inadiquacy creep over and my sight becomes dim and I can't see that light.
Figure it all out people, but I might actually be around from time to time now I hope.
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[30 May 2003|02:56pm] |
At this very moment it is 71 degrees outside, and I find it far to hot for my own personal taste, and to add to that it is greatly humid, still I suppose that is what summers ar known for in the New England area, not a lot of heat, but a whole lot od humidity.
Haven't been on as much lately, but I know that's been noticed.
Oh, Messages from Michael by Chelsea Quinn Yarbro originally printed by PBJ Books in October of 1980 then Berkley Books in April of 1983 and printed yet again by Berkley in May of 1984.
Find this book, read this book. When you first pick it up and look at it it appears a work of science fiction, but this is a book based on fact, filled with fact, and after the revelation I had quite a bit ago, the book makes perfect sense to me. So GET and READ this book.
Anyways, at th moment I am unemployed, but have just dropped off numerous applications, I am getting my life on track, and am making plans for college in the fall, although I have found a college in Florida: http://www.fullsail.com/ that I would love love love love love to attend. It is the ultimate in Geek College, check it out and see what I mean.
As for what I will make of my life in second education, honestly, fuck if I know, I thought about becoming a shrink, but I came to the conclusion today that people who become shrinks who are easy to talk to and open up to, are only easy to talk to because they got more problems than you do. *shrugs* I suppose experience is a gift.
Weekends have been fun, and last Saturday was no exception as I proceded to put away shot after shot of Cabo Wabo, a very fine $60 bottle of Tequila, along with little glasses of Tequila Rose, glasses of Coke and Rum, and bottle of Triple Black, along with the occasional shot of regular Jose Quervo. I blacked out and lost three hours of my life, smoked a pack of smokes during this time, and also from lore did large shots of Rum. Tis fun.
Anyways, hmmmmmm, thought I might give a breif update, so, yes, I'm still alive.
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